I have had the most truly worst experiences of my life. Yesterday I spent the day running a few errands, nothing important. I decided to drive across town to go see a customer. As I was driving I was near my Mom's home. I got the feeling " I should go check on her." You see I hadn't been able to reach her all day. I thought little of it and kept driving.
Then it happened, I was directed clearly to go to my Mom's house and to go now!
I arrived at her home and could see inside (because her front door was open but her metal door was locked) that she was laying back on the loveseat. I knocked loudly but got no response, then I knocked loudly enough that it should have woken anyone and everyone up. I ran to the back door, couldn't find a spare key, and couldn't get in the house. I called 911, broke a window, asked a neighbor to go through the window (too small for me), he let me in and my worst fears were confirmed. My Mom has died and I am crushed by it. I loved my Mom so much. I called her everyday just to talk to her, just to see how she was doing. I love her and am so sad by this. I can't believe I have just lost both of my parents in less than two years.
I have to tell you all. I have learned that nothing, NOTHING! Is important enough to get mad at someone you love about. You never know when they will pass. I feel fortunate that my Mom and I had a wonderful relationship. We had our little tiffs here and there, but nothing recent. I know that she loved me and I know that she knows that I loved her.
Love everyone, love them with all your heart. Never stay mad. I can't tell you how grateful I am for the relationship that I had with my Mom. I love her so much and miss her more now then I knew that I ever would.
03 August 2006
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All my thoughts and prayers are with you. Thanks for the uplifting words about loving and not being mad. Especially in your time of loss. You are so strong. Thank goodness for the gospel! What would we do or be without it! (don't answer that one really) Let me know if I can do anything for you and your family, we are here. My number: 298-3346.
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